Nothing works.

I can’t fix it.

It’s not fixable.

I am so damned disappointed and so incredibly mad at myself for ignoring the obvious for all this time. I can’t believe I could be so stupid. I am so mad. and I should be so mad at myself for avoiding the obvious and putting up with garbage I never should have. I am a fool, and I’ve been foolish.

Damn it. Damn damn damn.

I am so damn sad.

Precisely what I deserve for dating a garden variety athlete jerk, I knew better in junior high, what on earth possessed me to ignore it all now.

I am too co-dependent.