Tobin Bush- my favorite little 4 year old boy.

Have you seen David Wiesner? From Flotsam , Three Little Pigs , Sector 7 ,  Night of the Gargoyles ,  June 29 1999 to Hurricane,  he really is the most amazing author/illustrator. All of the books have the most amazing illustrations, with very few words. Truly a joy as a parent- they allow you to explore your own children’s ideas and impressions of the beautiful illustrations.

I recently took a trip home to Utah- to Rachael’s house… and Tobin, Sammy & Richard- the-best husband-of-all… also.

It was fabulously selfishly family- wholesome. I had the privilege of remembering my old life. My life+ babies. I realized I think I may be past it… I may have actually wasted so much time with the wrong guy that I burned my chance at happily ever after+ one more love-child-fantasy-baby-with-two-committed-parents… however.

I also burned my chance at settling.

Surely that counts for something.