Day 12 — Something you never get compliments on.
I can be a cold bitch. At the first hint of disloyalty, the vault closes. I don’t forgive or forget. Break my trust, lie to me or stab me in the back, and I become a stranger.
I used to get mad and ranty, now I just do something else. I don’t put myself anywhere I’m uncomfortable and I am very happy alone.
I don’t trust a lot of people and only confide my secrets in one person. For all that I ramble on here, there’s only one soul on the planet who knows the fine print. (Poor girl) I’m an intensely private person and I am much happier sitting in the dirt, pulling weeds than socializing in a bar.
I’m a bit of a hermit and I don’t mind admitting it at all. I’m inclined to retreat from uncomfortable situations and people, indefinitely. I’ve learned to pack up my feelings and walk away instead of throwing emotional hammers, all in the hopes of avoiding wading through the aftermath.
I don’t have patience, time or desire for anything or anyone that I can’t trust. People aren’t generally thrilled about that.
I don’t get a lot of compliments for it. Go figure.
