M- Wait. You just gave all that up? All that you worked for… for a …. man??? 15 years because he can’t catch on, gone?
J- It’s a blessing. It’s time.
M- Actually, it’s foolish. You don’t sacrifice income for anyone, especially a man who can’t get it together and figure out how fucking lucky he is to have you. You DEFINITELY don’t give anything up for that.
J- I’m just sick and tired… literally.
M- Many fears are borne of fatigue and loneliness… don’t forget that. Eat something you love, get a good night’s sleep and come over. You need real love from the people that adore you, food that fills the emptiness you’re obsessing over and a swift kick in the ass for forgetting who you are and what’s important.
Mama knows there’ll be days like this, there’ll be days like this, my mama said.
I drank 2 martinis and signed up for Crossfit. FML. I might die, but they’ll be able to bounce a quarter off my ass while they say goodbye.
so… I write on…
because my mama said so.