So pretty it hurts.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9SRxBTtspYM I've never had such a visceral reaction to someone before and I'm frustrated at my inability to conceal it from him. I heard his voice today before I saw him walk in and knew I should look up at him and face the view head on before he was tableside and watching my reaction…

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Teeth

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3SeHoFCH-gI I ran into him standing in line at the post office today, which took me completely off guard. Smiling at him, I saw him grin back at me while I tried to hold my breath and prayed he didn't notice me blush. I'm intoxicated by his cologne, distracted by the heat of the elbow…

I Don’t.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ywjfkW-xLQ0 "Leave his texts on read, leave his balls on blue...put it on airplane mode so none of those calls come through...."  - Cardi B ♥ I'd be lying if I didn't admit to playing the villain in a few boys lives. I ghost them all. K- Are you in the mood for something sweet?…

Awkward

I'm not very social anymore. I fake it occasionally, with mixed results. Last night was a perfect example. A friend I've had since elementary school invited me to go see some music and play a little. She got me a ticket, had her daughter babysit and offered to pick me up AND deliver me safely…

Forget It.

It's been a horribly difficult year trying to shake this beautiful man out of my tangled hair.  The eternal optimist in me has been wishing on clovers and stars, always wrapping him in hope instead of reality. Ripping the healing wound open with every smile that creeps across his beautiful face, I've realized what a…