Dinner with Dallas

This is one of the hardest dates I've ever had to force myself to go on. I don't generally date anyone that lives in the same town as I do, so that I don't have to avoid them when things fizzle. There's a far more attractive population of men within a half hour of me,…

Surprised

I've been on a full fledged canning bender. I have filled up the pantry with a variety of things from the garden and have begun doing it purely for color balance. This is where designing comes back to bite you in the ass. I've arranged the jars in rainbow formation before. I bottle beets that…

So pretty it hurts.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9SRxBTtspYM I've never had such a visceral reaction to someone before and I'm frustrated at my inability to conceal it from him. I heard his voice today before I saw him walk in and knew I should look up at him and face the view head on before he was tableside and watching my reaction…

I Don’t.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ywjfkW-xLQ0 "Leave his texts on read, leave his balls on blue...put it on airplane mode so none of those calls come through...."  - Cardi B ♥ I'd be lying if I didn't admit to playing the villain in a few boys lives. I ghost them all. K- Are you in the mood for something sweet?…

Forget It.

It's been a horribly difficult year trying to shake this beautiful man out of my tangled hair.  The eternal optimist in me has been wishing on clovers and stars, always wrapping him in hope instead of reality. Ripping the healing wound open with every smile that creeps across his beautiful face, I've realized what a…