Thirsty

Well no, Jesus, I haven't. I've drunk from the water that makes me want more fucking water. It's a difficult thing to navigate as a lady, because I'm inclined to just ask. I want what I want, when I want it, and I'd rather accept defeat than entertain drama or guilt. I don't feel bad…

SO Hungry

I stepped on the scale the day my eldest daughter graduated, and was horrified. It wasn't that I didn't care, it was that I had no reason to. Going through a devastating breakup when you're 9 months pregnant has a way of leaving you gun shy. It wasn't that I hated men, but I absolutely…

Smart.

Every now and then, you have to check in with yourself. You need to take stock. Do inventory. Get your shit together, if you will. I had to do that this morning when I saw the horrifyingly confusing messages I sent Incredicock, along with his equally confused responses. One thing is very clear, and it…

Rabid Interest

I forced myself out of bed at 5, dying a little. Feeling the whole weight of eating a cow and drinking a bowl of gin. My eyeballs ache. I have to force myself into the car and to my office. Struggling hard with a headache and a desperate need to nap. Not just tired. Bothered,…

Horrible Quitter

I'm the original glutton for punishment. It's my worst quality. I have no choice but to take responsibility for it because it's common knowledge amongst everyone who knows and loves me. Hell, even my enemies know I'm far better at hurting myself than they are. I always see the writing on the wall... I just…