Another Beautiful Day In Chaos

sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't…



I used to really care what other people’s opinions were. I don’t any more. My mother says the same thing to me, every time I need to check back in with myself. I’m proud of myself after surviving the last year. I’ve learned to love the less spectacular things about myself and the messes I’ve made within the confines of my life. I fell head over heels in love with […]

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Baby Mouse Munchers

I’ve been staying at my mom’s house for the past week or so, and have fallen in love with the most adorable creatures. Baby Pygmy owls. ♥ It doesn’t hurt that they eat mice, my least favorite creature. They look tiny and sweet, until you watch it rip into a dead mouse. I’ve never been so in love with a bird in my life. It’s about the size of a […]

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Looking back…

This New Year’s Eve was one for the baby books, more than little black books. I spent it with a friend, our kids and a few old fireworks. We convinced them it was midnight around 10:30 pm and went to bed, early. I’m gloomy… as I tend to be anyway when I’m feeling disappointed and nostalgic. I’m content in a new way after washing my hands of the menfolk, and […]

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Stephanie with the big mouth.

Ohhhh…. there are not enough words in my extensive vocabulary to define how fucking furious I am. I had that conversation that nobody wants to have, last night. Mr. Right wanted to talk to me about some things and I needed to cover some touchy topics with him, as well. I had to somehow discuss the fact that I had history with Incredicock. Limited history that had no effect on […]

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I have to admit that I’m a little speechless. My fingers are more content curling up in Mr. Right’s big, beautiful hands than firing off a few hundred words. That sorrow I was drowning in has me laughing at myself now, instead of crying. It’s easy like I’ve never known. No weird hesitation over expressing my feelings, no games and 100% honesty. I can tell him when something bothers me […]

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