Tiger

I'm smug and satisfied today. I don't appreciate being toyed with and this situation has left me sleepless, hung over and fucking pathetic. I've been swimming in self pity and sadness and have earned a few nicknames of my own... nevermind the dozen pounds I've tacked on lately trying to swallow the lump in my…

So pretty it hurts.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9SRxBTtspYM I've never had such a visceral reaction to someone before and I'm frustrated at my inability to conceal it from him. I heard his voice today before I saw him walk in and knew I should look up at him and face the view head on before he was tableside and watching my reaction…

Camping

My iPad is resting on a log, with the moon lighting the lake in front of me as I listen to my little Dumpling, snore. I can hardly believe the sights and sounds in front of me because it's taken so much work to get here. Camping is hard work, y'all. A week of prepping,…

Mixed Signals

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x-x-eyZf8Ko He was so close behind me that I could feel him breathing on my shoulder as I cringed at the inescapable fact that he could hear my heart racing. He cut the tag that was hanging out of the back of my sundress and I prayed a million prayers to all the angels and…

30 Days of Truth, Day 25

Day 25 — The reason you believe you’re still alive today. I may actually be the most stubborn person on the planet. It's my greatest and worst trait. I know the best way to do things and if you don't agree then I will do them myself. I'm stubbornly driven because I've been let down a…